But the strangest entry came later, after the war had ended. August 12, 1883. Santiago. I am home. Rosario kissed me at the station. She is beautiful. But last night, I woke at 3 AM. The room was cold. Standing at the foot of my bed was a soldier in a blue uniform. His face was gray, featureless. On his collar: the number 7. He did not speak. He just pointed at my chest, where my heart is. Tonight, he returned. I have named him "El Séptimo." He follows me everywhere. To the market. To the bakery. To church. The priest says I have a guilty conscience. But I killed no one I did not have to. So why does he point? Entry after entry, the ghost persisted. 1890. The ghost has aged. His uniform is tattered now, like he has been in a thousand more wars. Last night, he sat in the chair across from Rosario's deathbed. She was already gone. The ghost looked at me and for the first time, he spoke. He said: "You left us on the hill. You came home. We stayed." I closed the journal. The uniform in the trunk seemed to breathe.
The wool caught slowly, then roared. The brass buttons popped into the darkening sky like small, dying stars. And as the fire consumed the blue—the proud, terrible blue of the Seventh—I swore I heard something.
1. The Uniform in the Trunk
Instead, I folded it carefully, placed the journal inside the breast pocket, and drove north to the desert. To the old battlefields. To the hills of Tacna and Arica.