Monster Girl Dreams Diminuendo Instant
But something is different tonight.
She wakes up.
The room doesn’t answer.
But the sound of a cello, drawn across the ocean floor, fades so slowly she cannot tell when it stops. end.
She is seventeen feet tall, give or take a vertebra. Her horns curl inward like a question she has forgotten how to ask. Scales the color of a dying star flash beneath a too-thin nightgown. In the dream, she is always trying to fit inside a room built for someone else—a classroom, a café, a childhood bedroom with a twin bed her tail spills off of like a wounded river. monster girl dreams diminuendo
So she folded herself smaller. Smaller. Until her spine curved like a bow. Until her voice became a polite, airless thing.
She remembers the first time she grew teeth that didn’t fit behind her lips. The orthodontist called it overcrowding . She called it becoming . At night, she would press her palm against the mirror and watch her nails darken into something closer to talons. She practiced retracting them before breakfast. She learned to laugh with her hand over her mouth. Monster , the other children said—but they said it like a color she shouldn’t wear. But something is different tonight
Her shoulder blade aches. Not with pain—with memory. A phantom weight where wings almost were. She touches the skin there, and for a second, it feels like velvet over bone. Like the dream is not finished with her yet.
But in the dreams, she unfolded.
And then—
She whispers, I’m sorry I take up so much space. But the sound of a cello, drawn across