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The porn star who still calls his mother every Sunday. The survivalist who irons his shirts. The witch who worries about her pension plan. You spend years looking for the edge of the map
And in that moment, he wasn’t a cult leader. He was a lonely man with a hobby. The weirdest thing wasn’t the polygamy. It was the profound, aching normality underneath. Stamps
And the answer, when you find it, is always a little bit sad. And a little bit beautiful. And never, ever weird at all.
That’s what I’m searching for now. Not the freak. But the crack in the freak’s armour where a regular, boring, recognisable human being is trying to breathe.