The Descent Of Love Darwin And The Theory Of Sexual Selection In American Fiction 1871 1926 | Trusted |
“They were dangerous.” Julian smiled. “That’s why I liked them.”
She should have said no. Instead, she followed him past the elms, past the darkened conservatory, to the iron bridge over Fall Creek. The water ran black and fast below. “They were dangerous
The trouble with Darwin’s theory, Clara thought one night as she walked home under a sky clotted with stars, was that it assumed desire was legible. But in humans, the ornaments were not always feathers. Sometimes they were kindness. Sometimes they were silence. Sometimes a man with a fine jaw and a second-rate mind would win, while a shy naturalist with a brilliant one would lose, because the criteria were never fixed. Sexual selection was not a ladder; it was a river, constantly shifting its banks. The water ran black and fast below
“I’m leaving for Chicago in the fall,” he said. “Field Museum. They want someone to revise the entire passerine collection.” Sometimes they were kindness
At the university’s annual spring lecture, Julian presented a paper on mimicry in butterflies. He was graceful, confident, his voice filling the hall. Clara sat in the third row, watching the young women in the audience lean forward. She felt something tighten in her chest—not jealousy, but a colder thing: the recognition of a calculation she had been avoiding. Julian had never once asked her opinion after the first conversation. He quoted her notes without attribution. He touched her elbow, her shoulder, her waist—always in passing, always deniable. He was displaying. And she, by staying, was choosing.
He sat on the stool across from her. “I read your notes on sexual selection. The ones the professor filed away without comment.”
After the lecture, he found her on the porch. “Walk with me,” he said.