The Vampire Diaries Monologue -

But Damon…"

I choose the girl who gets to walk away from the graveyard without looking back.

"Damon was the lightning strike. He never asked for permission. He never asked me to save him. He just... burned. He burned down every wall I ever built. He made me feel guilty for wanting him, which only made me want him more. He was the poison and the antidote. And the worst part? The worst part is that I see myself in him. Not the grief. The rage. The part of me that wants to set the world on fire just to feel something other than this endless, gnawing cold." the vampire diaries monologue

"When I was human, I thought the hardest thing in the world was letting go. I thought grief was a pit with no bottom. I buried my parents on a Tuesday, and by Friday, I had already forgotten what my mother’s laugh sounded like. I remember thinking... 'If this is what life is, I don't want it.'

"I’ve loved two brothers. Two impossible, immortal, infuriating brothers. One was a storm. Stefan was the quiet before it—the kind of silence that makes you believe in redemption. He taught me that pain has a purpose. That you can drink blood from a bunny and still have a soul. He was... safe. He was the anchor in the dark water. But Damon…" I choose the girl who gets

"I don't choose the brother. I don't choose the humanity.

I’ve been stabbed, drowned, burned, and turned. I’ve had my memories ripped out of my head like pages from a book. And through all of it... through all the Originals and the hybrids and the hellfire... I keep asking myself one question. He never asked me to save him

The Anchor and the Flame